I've learned something about myself

During the last 2 weeks in which I have been fretting over the possible upcoming changes in our life, I discovered part of the reason that I am a neat freak. It is because cleaning and organizing give me control of something. So when I feel especially out of control of my own destiny, I like to clean. Needless to say my house is very organized right now and I have 7 boxes of stuff to ready to give away...

March comes in like a lion and out like a ???

Is March over half over already? Sheesh where has the month gone? My in laws came to visit the first week of the month and I still haven't really gotten back on schedule. I suppose it didn't help that my dh woke me up the morning after his parents left to inform me that he had gotten an email from BYU asking if he would like to apply for a one year position for next year. Yikes! What!?!? We were planning to be in Colorado one more year. We did know that this was a possibility since he is going to Utah to teach for spring session and we though if they liked him they might ask him to teach in the Fall, but we figured it was only a slight possibility.

Now everything is crazy at our house. Or at least I am crazy. I don't mind change. We have moved 7 times in 12 years of marriage, but I don't like it when things are up in the air. Because Rand is going to Utah to teach for spring session we are discussing the possibility of all of us moving to Utah in May. Yikes, that is soon, but he is also supposed to teach at CU in July and August. So many choices and decisions. Of course, he first has to get the job... In the meantime, all of the various scenarios are running through my head. So if you don't hear from me for a while, you will know I am either packing or my brain exploded from all the decisions spinning around in my head.